So i told my mom.
She took it really really well, my step dad too. They actually seemed really really happy. I guess its b/c she dont have to pay for it. LOL. And to my surprise she started looking for apartments for me, well helping me! o man im so happy now. Its like i can breath. We also decided that we r getting married right b4 the camping trip. Im so excited and yes robyn i know its not gonna b all roses but in the mood im in right now i can handel almost anything.