ok well...
I have been thinking a lot latly on how i wanna get married... I have come to the conclusion that i dont care how i marry him i just wanna marry him...ya know? I cant let my mom controll me anymore im almost 20 (May 4th) and i need to make my own decisions and not think about anyone else, Robyn helped me come to the conclusion (thanks sweety) i need to do what i think is best for ME not everyone else. The court House wedding is fine for me... as long as i get a great honeymoon (LOL).
I was cleaning my room today, mom seems to think its b/c i just wanna clean but really its because i wanna get my stuff together in case i do move out.
One thing im scared of is telling my mom shes not gonna take it very well... not at all. But she should b happy for me right? But something is telling me shes gonna fight it. *sigh* o wells im gonna do what i want.
I was cleaning my room today, mom seems to think its b/c i just wanna clean but really its because i wanna get my stuff together in case i do move out.
One thing im scared of is telling my mom shes not gonna take it very well... not at all. But she should b happy for me right? But something is telling me shes gonna fight it. *sigh* o wells im gonna do what i want.