the hole of suck
Ha! I haven't written since last year!
Today, I'm not happy. Let's explain...
Firstly, I don't have my DVD. I was on e-bay and brought a dvd that I really wanted from my current favorite show: Chobits. It was the ENTIRE SERIES for twenty dollars!! I brought this on Monday, and I was hoping to have it by the long weekend, but no! Come saturday, I still don't have it! And now I won't get it until at least tuesday! THIS SUCKS!!!!
Secondly, THE INTERNET SUCKS!!! We recently got some wireless internet CRAP that doesn't work on my computer, it just completely locks up, and I know that it's this stupid adapter because a) it never happened before we got it, and b) whenever I unplug it (whic doesn't allow me to access the internet) my computer doesn't freeze. But does anyone care to fix it?!?! no! why, you ask? Because everyone has their internet, why should they have to fix mine?!?! Fuckballs! the lot of them! So for the past THREE WEEKS My computer has frozen A gajillion times, most often resulting in lost work, halted progress, or restarts in important situations!! I've lost my attempt to subscribe to ebay, my search for colleges, my hexing projects, and now, most recently, my petz!
yes, my petz! you know that uber adorable little dog in the last few posts? He's DEAD! DEAD! because of the fucking internet. My two other dogz, Charm (Really gorgeous, see my tribute below)is gone, and so is my newest puppy, xixo, the hexed, mini-ized, and eternally puppy little Akita! Anyways, so good bye forever to my louie, my xixo, and my charm, I'll never see you all again...Farewell...
And now...a tribute
Charm was a sweet little girl. Timid, but vicious when provoked. She was also very intelligent and obedient, a very nice puppy.
This of course, is my favorite picture of louie. He was really cool, he had a deep bark for a little guy, and he loved catnip, he was addicted. He also liked to play, and had a lot of energy.
Xixo, was so new, that I don't even have a picture of her, she will be missed though.
So yeah, my dead petz make me unhappy! As does school. I have an essay due for a book I haven't read, A test for something I haven't been taught, and another essay on chapters I haven't even read. I fear doing my essays on my computer because it might freeze. Fortunately I have found a solution, although it tends to screw people over. I took back my so called "wired" internet. It works perfectly, however no other computer can now go on the internet. Oh well, if they're not going to care than neither am I. HA! So I'll do my history essay today, which will probably take me all day, And then at night begin reading huck finn to do my essay tomorrow, and then tomorrow night, study for physics (blah!!!) SCHOOL SUCKS!!!
You know what else sucks, stubbing your toe and getting gangrene. I'm dead serious. Last night as I was home alone struggling with my internet connection, I stubbed my toe, but this was no ordinary stub. This was a roll on the floor whimpering in pain, with tears in your eyes while you bite your lip and clench your teeth kind of stub. I'm still limping. Pluss I have this giant, fishy-looking bruise that I think might be gangrene. So if my toe falls off, I'm sorry. It's my bed's fault! BEDS SUCK!!!
SanDisk, also sucsk!!! Let me tell you about my amazingly fabulous mp3 player. 1 full silver gigabyte of melodiously sweet and throughly entertaining glory!!! But now, it doesn't turn on!!! it just keeps blinking me. And I don't even know if I'll be able to return it! yeah! that's bad!!! so now I have no mp3 player and I'm stuck listening to fucking mrs perez, who sucks too.
Mrs. Perez blows! She has no flying fuck what the hell she's talking about. Big force, little force? come on! waht the hell is that?!?!? plus she's stupid...and retarted, and looks like a poodle!! I DON'T WANT TO BE TAUGHT BY POODLES!!!!!
Phones suck too. My cell phone bill for text messages, is eight bucks!! yeah, doesn't sound like a lot, right? but I paid so I can have my set amount of messages!!! WHY ARE THEY CHARGING ME?!?!?! I don't even want it anymore, so whoever reads this, don't call my cell phone anymore, it's gone, not mine, we're getting rid of the line, so stop texting/calling/dialing 682-5739. Thank you. I need a job...badly....I need to be able to pay for things...whatever...
I also suck. I got into a fight with aaron a few days ago, that made me sad. Somehow though, I don't feel resolution, I'd like to talk to him about though, so if he reads this, he can call me. Yeah, so that sucks.
[EDIT]
College also sucks. I fear losing contact with two people that I care about because of secondary education, both this year and next year. I know I can't tie my relationships to my education because that's not fair. But it is inevitable, so I will miss you both, each of you know who you are. What I wrote previously was a reflection of what I was convinced to believe. I think I realize now, like I did last night, that how a relationship (either friendship or intimate) plays out is entirely up to the people involved. It's not fair to stand firm and say that it WON'T work, when you don't even know. I think that you should have faith in your relationship, because if you do, then it's stronger than anything that can happen to it. I will miss chibi physically, but that doesn't mean I should give up and say that I'll never see her again and that her going to seaton hall is the end of the relationship. Likewise, I can't say that if me and aaron go a few states away from eachother, that the relationship is definitely over. I sometimes don't think that people realize the power of faith in something, because if you give up from the start, then you've already failed, and in the end, you have the power to take fate and use it to decide your destiny, really, and that's what I think, as cheesy as it sounds. sorry, that's it for the edit
{END EDIT]
So in conclusion, my life is a giant black hole of SUCK!! SUCK, I tell you, SUCK!!!! Let's review the good things in my life though...
I won my chii dvd, if I ever get it...
There is dim-sum and japan inn in the world...I am happy
I hexed Kleeko...she is good...
I feel slightly more oriented in the college business....however, there is worry...aaron and chibi know
I am happy with my psat scores, however, math needs work...badly. :-)
So that's it, encouraging comments are hoped for, thank you forlistening, bye bye!
Today, I'm not happy. Let's explain...
Firstly, I don't have my DVD. I was on e-bay and brought a dvd that I really wanted from my current favorite show: Chobits. It was the ENTIRE SERIES for twenty dollars!! I brought this on Monday, and I was hoping to have it by the long weekend, but no! Come saturday, I still don't have it! And now I won't get it until at least tuesday! THIS SUCKS!!!!
Secondly, THE INTERNET SUCKS!!! We recently got some wireless internet CRAP that doesn't work on my computer, it just completely locks up, and I know that it's this stupid adapter because a) it never happened before we got it, and b) whenever I unplug it (whic doesn't allow me to access the internet) my computer doesn't freeze. But does anyone care to fix it?!?! no! why, you ask? Because everyone has their internet, why should they have to fix mine?!?! Fuckballs! the lot of them! So for the past THREE WEEKS My computer has frozen A gajillion times, most often resulting in lost work, halted progress, or restarts in important situations!! I've lost my attempt to subscribe to ebay, my search for colleges, my hexing projects, and now, most recently, my petz!
yes, my petz! you know that uber adorable little dog in the last few posts? He's DEAD! DEAD! because of the fucking internet. My two other dogz, Charm (Really gorgeous, see my tribute below)is gone, and so is my newest puppy, xixo, the hexed, mini-ized, and eternally puppy little Akita! Anyways, so good bye forever to my louie, my xixo, and my charm, I'll never see you all again...Farewell...
And now...a tribute
Charm was a sweet little girl. Timid, but vicious when provoked. She was also very intelligent and obedient, a very nice puppy.
This of course, is my favorite picture of louie. He was really cool, he had a deep bark for a little guy, and he loved catnip, he was addicted. He also liked to play, and had a lot of energy.
Xixo, was so new, that I don't even have a picture of her, she will be missed though.
So yeah, my dead petz make me unhappy! As does school. I have an essay due for a book I haven't read, A test for something I haven't been taught, and another essay on chapters I haven't even read. I fear doing my essays on my computer because it might freeze. Fortunately I have found a solution, although it tends to screw people over. I took back my so called "wired" internet. It works perfectly, however no other computer can now go on the internet. Oh well, if they're not going to care than neither am I. HA! So I'll do my history essay today, which will probably take me all day, And then at night begin reading huck finn to do my essay tomorrow, and then tomorrow night, study for physics (blah!!!) SCHOOL SUCKS!!!
You know what else sucks, stubbing your toe and getting gangrene. I'm dead serious. Last night as I was home alone struggling with my internet connection, I stubbed my toe, but this was no ordinary stub. This was a roll on the floor whimpering in pain, with tears in your eyes while you bite your lip and clench your teeth kind of stub. I'm still limping. Pluss I have this giant, fishy-looking bruise that I think might be gangrene. So if my toe falls off, I'm sorry. It's my bed's fault! BEDS SUCK!!!
SanDisk, also sucsk!!! Let me tell you about my amazingly fabulous mp3 player. 1 full silver gigabyte of melodiously sweet and throughly entertaining glory!!! But now, it doesn't turn on!!! it just keeps blinking me. And I don't even know if I'll be able to return it! yeah! that's bad!!! so now I have no mp3 player and I'm stuck listening to fucking mrs perez, who sucks too.
Mrs. Perez blows! She has no flying fuck what the hell she's talking about. Big force, little force? come on! waht the hell is that?!?!? plus she's stupid...and retarted, and looks like a poodle!! I DON'T WANT TO BE TAUGHT BY POODLES!!!!!
Phones suck too. My cell phone bill for text messages, is eight bucks!! yeah, doesn't sound like a lot, right? but I paid so I can have my set amount of messages!!! WHY ARE THEY CHARGING ME?!?!?! I don't even want it anymore, so whoever reads this, don't call my cell phone anymore, it's gone, not mine, we're getting rid of the line, so stop texting/calling/dialing 682-5739. Thank you. I need a job...badly....I need to be able to pay for things...whatever...
I also suck. I got into a fight with aaron a few days ago, that made me sad. Somehow though, I don't feel resolution, I'd like to talk to him about though, so if he reads this, he can call me. Yeah, so that sucks.
[EDIT]
College also sucks. I fear losing contact with two people that I care about because of secondary education, both this year and next year. I know I can't tie my relationships to my education because that's not fair. But it is inevitable, so I will miss you both, each of you know who you are. What I wrote previously was a reflection of what I was convinced to believe. I think I realize now, like I did last night, that how a relationship (either friendship or intimate) plays out is entirely up to the people involved. It's not fair to stand firm and say that it WON'T work, when you don't even know. I think that you should have faith in your relationship, because if you do, then it's stronger than anything that can happen to it. I will miss chibi physically, but that doesn't mean I should give up and say that I'll never see her again and that her going to seaton hall is the end of the relationship. Likewise, I can't say that if me and aaron go a few states away from eachother, that the relationship is definitely over. I sometimes don't think that people realize the power of faith in something, because if you give up from the start, then you've already failed, and in the end, you have the power to take fate and use it to decide your destiny, really, and that's what I think, as cheesy as it sounds. sorry, that's it for the edit
{END EDIT]
So in conclusion, my life is a giant black hole of SUCK!! SUCK, I tell you, SUCK!!!! Let's review the good things in my life though...
I won my chii dvd, if I ever get it...
There is dim-sum and japan inn in the world...I am happy
I hexed Kleeko...she is good...
I feel slightly more oriented in the college business....however, there is worry...aaron and chibi know
I am happy with my psat scores, however, math needs work...badly. :-)
So that's it, encouraging comments are hoped for, thank you forlistening, bye bye!