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Dec 12, 2005 06:52

My personal achievement is always like a damn pendulum. I always take one step back for every two forward. At least it's still progress, but it's annoying, none the less. Like most humans, I feel this constantly, cloying desire for socialization. I want to be wanted. I've always tried to get rid of this troublesome and out-moded feeling, but every time I make a concerted effort, I end up snapping back into my old habits and diving headlong into a giant pile of people (am I speaking figuratively? you don't know! bum bum bum!). The life of a monk seems ideal for me, but I don't have the dicipline to pull that off on my own. Too bad the Shoa Lin didn't settle a little closer to the great lakes... I have a new sort of confidence that I'll finally kick my human habit. I've definitely grown a lot and gained a great deal of wisdom very recently... I guess we'll see.

By the by, gaming counts as idle activity, not meaningful human interaction. Don't worry, nobody will be losing me as a player.
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