Oct 01, 2005 12:26
Rancid Big Mac tonight. Excited beyond belief for that. Ahh the joys of being scandalous. "She's a laid back, chill girl." Ha. Michelle seriously, we're amazing and I can't wait to put this devious plan into action.
I do what I want cause I'm the outlaw.
Times change fast. I thought maybe too fast, but now just fast enough. People come and go "but at the end of the night I take my pants off just like everyone else and you just realize that we're all the same at the end of the day."
I like that.
Our last goodbye screams for tears
I pull away you run farther
Holding on in agony, I scream goodbye
The ties are torn
Screams all hushed
Our last goodbye's a tragedy that you paid to watch.
"Do you even know you met me?"
__________It gets easier.____________
Reading that just made me feel blank. I don't know. Its weird. Its just weird how you can have such a connection with someone but then situations arise and then next thing you know, you're blank. I look in your eyes and theres no more life in them (for me) Theres no more inside jokes or loud cackles. Theres no more stories. Theres no more late nights or whispers. Theres no more promise for tomarrow. Theres no more life left in them for me to share. They're just blank.
County line tonight. Woohoo for that. And woohoo for me not picking up my phone and calling you. Woofreekinghoo. <3
***Question, why does the "determined" icon have an eye patch? Who comes up with this crap? So only pirates are determined? Well in that case...ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGG!
I'm a much different/(pre-emptive ..better?) person than I was back then. And I suppose I owe that to a lot of different things, but I owe a lot of that to you. So thank you. The change was needed.