It scares me all the time.
Latley I have been feelign the need to talk about my fucked up child hood
It's like bleeding. It hurts but it feels so good.
I dont hate her, and I forgive her....but it still hurts. Old battle wounds.
Some one told me I need to love myself more. I need to see the beauty in my self. I need to find the light in the dark. The possative. I use to be like that...and now my life is crap. I cant bring myself to blame god. I dont want to be one of those people. I know to well god does not punish you in these petty ways. But I sure as fuck have a few questions for him.
Why...
Why...
Why...
*sigh* I'm deeper then you people think I am. To deep. It would scare you.
It scares me all the time
It's like bleeding. It hurts but it feels so good.
I dont hate her, and I forgive her....but it still hurts. Old battle wounds.
Some one told me I need to love myself more. I need to see the beauty in my self. I need to find the light in the dark. The possative. I use to be like that...and now my life is crap. I cant bring myself to blame god. I dont want to be one of those people. I know to well god does not punish you in these petty ways. But I sure as fuck have a few questions for him.
Why...
Why...
Why...
*sigh* I'm deeper then you people think I am. To deep. It would scare you.
It scares me all the time