Im doing okay.
I am sitting here, preparing myself for work, which is a useless task, but I feel the need to look nice when I show up.
I have come to the conclusion I am strogner then I thought I was. Every morning I wake up, and get ready for work. Most days I walk a mile and half to work in the bitter cold. While there, I run for 4 straight hours...run back and forth no stop, still my calve muscles cease up and I have to slow down. I put up with alot of crap at this job. I get robbeed out of $160 dollars. I am forced to work into near pneumonia...even when I call in sick. And I just don't get enough money to do it.
But...I get my ass up and I do it. I put up with alot of shit. Actully I have come to the conclusion my life is shit. But hey...makes great fertalizer...Im just waiting for the Daisies.
I think I am going to move back home. I don't really wnat to, but my dad needs me. I am going to go to ACC for a while...figure out what I am doing from there. My dad is more important thatn my need to be indipendant right now. I havn't seen him in like 7 months or something, and he is going through a lot , and he probably weighs like 135 lbs...and he's five nine!!!
But other then that....I think I am doing okay.
I have come to the conclusion I am strogner then I thought I was. Every morning I wake up, and get ready for work. Most days I walk a mile and half to work in the bitter cold. While there, I run for 4 straight hours...run back and forth no stop, still my calve muscles cease up and I have to slow down. I put up with alot of crap at this job. I get robbeed out of $160 dollars. I am forced to work into near pneumonia...even when I call in sick. And I just don't get enough money to do it.
But...I get my ass up and I do it. I put up with alot of shit. Actully I have come to the conclusion my life is shit. But hey...makes great fertalizer...Im just waiting for the Daisies.
I think I am going to move back home. I don't really wnat to, but my dad needs me. I am going to go to ACC for a while...figure out what I am doing from there. My dad is more important thatn my need to be indipendant right now. I havn't seen him in like 7 months or something, and he is going through a lot , and he probably weighs like 135 lbs...and he's five nine!!!
But other then that....I think I am doing okay.