and tomorrow its over.

fuck college.

blah blah blah.
called into work today.
this is gonna be gay.
because i just worked til 11 last night
and i have to go back?
bitches. i hate that place.

i'm supposed to, or at least really wanting to hang out with andrew from work today.
we'll see.

god i really dont want to work.

its boomers birthday. happy birthday to him.

All I really want to concentrate on is me right now ( Read more... )

Wow.
this shit really sucks.

This is all too similar to the life i had last year..at this time. these days.

After yelling to my mom about my senior prom and the fact that no one has asked me.
and i guess its "my fault"? or some bullshit like that.

last day for tickets is friday.
i have no fucking date to my god damn senior prom.

makes me feel so special.

Fuck.well way to go Amanda.

i've been thinking way to much.

and now i've got all this doubt in my head and all these obsurd thoughts.

but not obsurd at the same time.

i need a date to prom. any takers at marian?

I dont know what it is.
but theres something about him that makes him SO amazing to me.

who would have thought.

i only want you.
and no one else.

dont you see that?
i dont want him anymore.
i couldn't do that.

so theres this boy that I like.
have liked for awhile now.

:o)
he makes me smile!!

*sigh*
that is all.

DUDES
I've been talkin to millie about this.
I HAVE NO SEX-LIFE anymore!!!

i'm not exaclty talking like SEX. but i'm saying like..no kissing. hugging, cuddling. hand holding. any of that shit. WTG! thats nooo fun! i liked it! Its been like 3 weeks since i've been kissed. and you know, thats a long time considering i'd be kissed alot. well..more often ( Read more... )