rising
You see this struggle ..you see this pain..as i try to claim this life of mine
It is like being reborn again bringing severe screaming pain
You see through me like clear glass
The things threaded through me, the deep scars of the past, the person i can be , the person i am
you see Into the soul of this thing that I feel I am
The bleeding beast lays no more , i arose someone different from the storm
The affliction at seeing what I became ,the sorrow and the misery and shame
Trying to stand alone through my storm I could see no way out, no where to run
You showed me a road you showed me a way
You gave me light brighter than the beautiful day
You helped me to see I could stand alone in this place and have the courage to look at my face
This pain I feel will pass im sure ,and turn into this burning feeling that will tattoo its self on my soul
I know the words you say to me are true and that is why they hurt as bad as they do
That is why they bring falling tears to my face and make me want to shake my fist at this fate
No one and their words have ever cut me so, but also bring me understanding and knowledge in tow
They drop me down to my knees making me beg and scream and plead for a simple reprieve a simple release
Yet I know that it can’t be, because something that would be so simple can not bring forth something great
In the end this is my fate
I know I must endure this alone ………….
Yet I am being quiet honest when I say that it hurts me more then you know ,more than i can show
I dont feel quiet as stong as you claim to know, but i beleive with every ounce of my soul