Honestly...

[asurrealist]

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You see..

[asurrealist]

Thats the thing though.. the words.. the definitions, look how they intertwine. honesty references truth. truth references faith and vice versa. those are things that belong together. and maybe they are rare but i feel like you can expect them out of certain people in your life

[honestthistime]

am i missing something? i feel like getting mad but, eh.

honestly.

[asurrealist]

I don't know if you are or not.

most of this is confused tired belligerence.
some of it is sincere thought.
and pieces of it are the absolute truth.

I'm just looking for real honest to god "on your mothers life" kind of answers/confessions. I want to know if these three things really exist. I want to know if the things i'm looking for are just a dreamers waste of time, or if there is more substance to them. About actions matching words and so on and so forth.

Basically I just want confirmation that my pursuit for this kind of ideal is justified, because i think i'm losing hope that it is.

the "imperfect" perfect is just that.. imperfect.
and the "perfect" perfect I never believed in.

I just want someone to show me that i'm wrong, and that it does exist.

another... end rant..

another night that was tonight.

[ordinarymachine]

that's what happens when girls run off to italy. or maybe ive missed the mark? it was nice to see you on saturday...although it would have been better if i hadn't been so despondent..but another time for sure:)

[honestthistime]

yeah, um, i don't know you. but... thanks for the prejudgment. you're really... stereotypically female... loud, assumptive and... wrong.

Now then

[ordinarymachine]

it's just my friend being concerned.
and you're being just as prejudgemental. so theres no need for any of that.

be civil. things are ok.

hi jan

[ordinarymachine]

is that not also a prejudgment; i write one line and now i am "stereotypically female...loud, assumptive,and...wrong"? i don't know you either, which is precicely why i could have meant no malice aimed at you. you also assume here that i think it a discredit to your character to meet someone else...which i don't. i was simply speaking in jest, making refernce to personl experience. since your name was in the tag i assumed he was talking about you...which is a fault on my own part. my motive was nothing more than to console a good friend who semed hurt and angry. no offence was intended toward any party...my apologies. i hope that when we do meet it can be with open mindedness and without prejudgement....for i have heard only good about you and i shouldn't expect less. have a great day.