Vomit and white walls
So I haven't written anything here in awhile. Things have been pretty rough the last few weeks or couple of months. Nothing worth doing is ever easy? I just wish it wasn't all so damn hard. Relationships are so painful. I definitely don't want to do them again for awhile. I rather just date around. I don't want to swear off guys, but I know I can't do a relationship. You get close to someone, and you slowly start learning everything about them. Then when you finally know enough all you can think of is all the things that annoy you about them. I think it would be better to split up than to try to save it and be miserable when you are both unhappy. As far as friendships go, I rather avoid them too. People hurt you way too much. I rather be alone.