Halloween
I feel a little lost today. I'm just feeling consumed with these feelings of woe. I guess maybe the wounds from last year are still hurting me. I was in the hospital last year at this time. I kept begging to be let out. My mom put me there. It was the worst day of my life. It makes me tear up to think about it. I need to get over it and stop feeling sorry for myself. I hate holidays. Peace.