May 06, 2007 22:21
don't you love bullshit? complete and utter bullshit? i sure do. its so wonderful when people take things, assume things, and blow them far out of porportion. guilty by association??? i was in a room therefore i was resonsible...or even involved? i was drunk in a corner over and above the point where i am not even remotely involved, why should i be feeling immense obligation to someone who has not even treated me that well recently?
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hmm, i wrote that a week ago or something. things have blown over i guess, but still..
cultureshock was banging. i wish girltalk had a stage so he didn't have to share with a million drunk people, but hey. i am in madly in love with gary gilis (sp?).
ummm, what other news. i am in love with my roommate for next year...i was so nervous about going random but it turns out i already knew her. she is so much like me and i have been going out with her basically every weekend.
secretly, i am in the library right now procrastinating writing a bullshit, busy work paper on a bullshit, busy work book that i read in 9th grade. this is college for ya?? but in other bummer news, i have a biology final on thursday and an 8-page paper on thoreau due friday. the most fun part about that paper is that my teacher is so insane that he didn't give us an assignment sheet; he doesn't want us to "confine anything". all of this would be well and good assuming that he gave us a direction for the paper. he just told us write about thoreau in terms of 'a week on the concord and merrimack river' and tie it into olson/cage...what?!?! when i ask him to make it a little clearer, he told me to "go with it"....what does that mean? i don't have anything to go with.
last day of classes is on tuesday and then i have 2 finals and a paper to do. my last test is the 15th but my parents can't get me till the 18th. i'm ready to be done with work but i'm not ready to be home for 3 motherfucking months! well, it will be fun to make a million dollars a week for little work...i hope.
i also got this position volunteering at this horseback riding school working with autistic and disabled people to learn to ride and care for horses. i'm doing it like 4 days a week at awkward times. it all sounds great though because not only do i get to help the people ride but i also get to excersise the horses which breaks down into free riding.
ryan and i have been together for way over a year at this point, leaning in the direction of 2...CRAZY!! 2 years, one person...239849247 headaches later??
zack fishman just offered me adderol. ????????????? no thanks lidofishz. however, i wonder if i would have more stamena towards writing this paper right now? oy vey.
best get going.
love to all the hataazzz<33