dumb dumb dumb....
Smeared black ink...your palms are sweaty
And I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath
Where I am
Where I am
I should probably start this entry out on a good note, because I think I also have some bitching to do. I'll get the good stuff outta the way...July 4th was great. Probably the best, and most meaningful, I've ever had. Simple nights are the best, and I coulndn't have pictured anything better than what happened. Watching fireworks from the trunk of a car with a perfect view, searching for hookers and a bathroom, beautiful flowers, dinner, poker and cuddling...wonderful. *side note* Kissing during fireworks is kinda cute..makes ya feel like you're in some kind of a movie...
Now, onto other subjects...Although for the most part I usually enojoy my job, one of the things I hate most is coming into contact with people that don't think before they speak, or maybe they just don't think...??? i hear some of the dumbest shit at work only to be annoyed when I get off of work and then deal with any other stupid shit I may come into contact with when I'm not at work...
You seem so out of context, in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key, explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
Why I was the one worth leaving
Or maybe tonight I'm just feeling bitchy, who knows..
All I know is that I can go awhile before hearing or dealing with any one of the following again anytime soon:
1. *as a client looks at a THONG and picks it up* "hey..is this comfy? does it really ride up your butt?"
2. *after being measured by someone trained* "That can't be my size...didn't you hear Oprah talking about bras? She has her own TV show, I mean, she must know what she's talking about. She said 'blah blah blah' so I think I should go with that instead"
...ummm, no, just because she has her own TV show, does NOT mean that knows what she's talking about...
3. "I know it shows the markdown price, but is that REALLY what I have to pay?"
4. After telling me how in debt you are, asking me to look up your Angels account number so you can use it...upon finding out the number I find out that you've already charged $800 worth of stuff and are buying $250 more
....and you really wonder how you got into debt..??? c'mon now..
5. Anyone blaming anyone else for their own failure, or blaming someone else who might "hinder their success." It's not ever anyone's fault but your own, please don't try to place the blame on anyone but yourself if you don't do as well as you might have hoped.
...yes, this means that having a roommate who stays up late playing video games won't distract you unless you let it.For some reason this one really got to me....
6. Not acting like a grown up....it's about time....please, realize it.
7. Insurance telling me that machine malfunctions are the loophole and that although it's the dumb bitches fault for letting her washer overflow, the water damage it caused to my apartment will raise my rates by 35% and the next owner won't be insured.
....my ceiling looks absolutely WONDERFUL by the way...*cough cough*
8. Feeling like you don't know someone that you think you know better than ANYONE
9. The almost certain feeling that you have to move, as soon as you start to feel really comfortable
10. Being there for everyone else, WHENEVER they need me, and wondering where everyone is when I'm the one that really needs the help....
The district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
And send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving,
Why I was the one worth leaving...