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I am an extremely socially awkward individual. I had a great discussion with Ryan tonight at Denny's and we decided that I am in limbo. Yep, I am in limbo. Transition is quite odd, especially this particular transition. It is weird being back in the game and to be quite honest, I have no idea even where to begin. I'm not smooth or quick-witted in regards of dating.
To be honest, I find all the red tape on social relations unnecessary.
I'm the type a gal that likes to shoot from the hip. If you want to get to know me, you get the whole kitten kaboodle, awkwardness and all. I guess my social oddity is something that just makes me who I am. Comfortably, I can shoot the shit. However, when I'm speaking with someone I like, I am a mish-mosh of words that has been hodge-podged onto a piece of paper. I am a mess.
Right now, I feel as though my life is being held together by masking tape and what I really need is some duct tape. The cure all for any problem, duct tape. I don't want epoxy because it is too permanent. Duct tape, on the other hand, is durable, reversible, and moderately concrete. Sadly, I can't find duct tape anywhere! Maybe I will find it in the streets of New York City, but I don't know. I don't know anything. I am just your average girl living an average life that can't tell her left hand from her right foot. I am great at putting my foot in my mouth though. That, I am the master of. In fact, I probably created it.
Nevertheless, I am in my own purgatory. I created it and now I'm stuck in it. Is there something I am supposed to do? Am I going to fall on my face? I suck at wearing heels, but I better get use to it.
To be honest, I find all the red tape on social relations unnecessary.
I'm the type a gal that likes to shoot from the hip. If you want to get to know me, you get the whole kitten kaboodle, awkwardness and all. I guess my social oddity is something that just makes me who I am. Comfortably, I can shoot the shit. However, when I'm speaking with someone I like, I am a mish-mosh of words that has been hodge-podged onto a piece of paper. I am a mess.
Right now, I feel as though my life is being held together by masking tape and what I really need is some duct tape. The cure all for any problem, duct tape. I don't want epoxy because it is too permanent. Duct tape, on the other hand, is durable, reversible, and moderately concrete. Sadly, I can't find duct tape anywhere! Maybe I will find it in the streets of New York City, but I don't know. I don't know anything. I am just your average girl living an average life that can't tell her left hand from her right foot. I am great at putting my foot in my mouth though. That, I am the master of. In fact, I probably created it.
Nevertheless, I am in my own purgatory. I created it and now I'm stuck in it. Is there something I am supposed to do? Am I going to fall on my face? I suck at wearing heels, but I better get use to it.