(no subject)
Well journal,
It has been long since I have typed in your boundless pages of cyberspace.
Where do I stand now in my life?
I am transitioning into a major portion of my life that incorporates motivation, independence, and self will. Am I ready for it? I don't think I really have a choice.
In about a month or so, New York will be knocking on my door. The bearer of gifts? Not too sure, but I am going to miss my love.
Brian.
I right now dedicate this post to Brian Anthony Miller, the love of my life.
Brian, or Brain as some have come to call him, has played a role in the person I am today. He gave me strength, wisdom, and encouragement. He reminded me to love me for me and to spread love with those around me. Brian taught me to breathe again and gave to me a connection I will never have with anyone else. We are the same frequency, the same wavelength.
and,
We are about to separate and go our own ways.
It is time for both of us to seize the opportunity, but at the same time I'm torn because I love him so much. I'm showing my colors here lj, this is it. Mono y mono.
It looks like I must toughen up to the big bad world because I'm going in this alone.
Yes, its weird.
It has been long since I have typed in your boundless pages of cyberspace.
Where do I stand now in my life?
I am transitioning into a major portion of my life that incorporates motivation, independence, and self will. Am I ready for it? I don't think I really have a choice.
In about a month or so, New York will be knocking on my door. The bearer of gifts? Not too sure, but I am going to miss my love.
Brian.
I right now dedicate this post to Brian Anthony Miller, the love of my life.
Brian, or Brain as some have come to call him, has played a role in the person I am today. He gave me strength, wisdom, and encouragement. He reminded me to love me for me and to spread love with those around me. Brian taught me to breathe again and gave to me a connection I will never have with anyone else. We are the same frequency, the same wavelength.
and,
We are about to separate and go our own ways.
It is time for both of us to seize the opportunity, but at the same time I'm torn because I love him so much. I'm showing my colors here lj, this is it. Mono y mono.
It looks like I must toughen up to the big bad world because I'm going in this alone.
Yes, its weird.