Life slumps,funks and apathy.
So my life has been in a bit of a slump for a while. Its fine happens to everyone every now and then. But recently I've gotten into a funk. My temper is shortening and people that I consider friends are starting to irk my nerves. I don't think they've changed just the way I view the relationships in my life. I still like/love these people I just find myself rolling my eyes more often at them and the conversations we have. They start rambling and my mind wonders away and I just find that I can't even really make myself care. I feel horrible about detaching from them cause I do consider them friends but I can't seem to stop. I think perhaps I've come to recognize who and what pulls me farther into my funks. It's like sometimes I'm trying to be positive and give myself something to be happy about and then someone will come along with their special brand of life angst be it real or imagined and sucks me into their drama. I have enough drama of my own. And while friends should be happy to share the burden should you share to the point that their emotions start to effect you to the point where you find it hard to function in your life? The only thing worse than the slumps and the funks is this point of apathy I've reached.
Obviously this is a ramble. Probably no one will read it. That's fine but if you are reading this. Let me know. I may need some input on this bout of angst.
Obviously this is a ramble. Probably no one will read it. That's fine but if you are reading this. Let me know. I may need some input on this bout of angst.