Wow, ok. I just witnessed weird things on my youtube account recently. I have a cover of a Wonder Girls song up there called "Saying I love you." I recorded it back in October or whatever and it only had 300 views a week ago. Now it's up to 1,080?! WHAT IS GOING ON!! The first thing I suspected that there was someone linking to my video or ( Read more... )

Everything is nothing without you ( Read more... )

 
Firstly. (is that a word? it sounds funny.) I'm sorry about my last post. I really didn't want people to think I was going to kill myself, because that was not the point of the post. I just feel like some people don't care about me. I also have a hard time expressing myself to people I care about when all I want to do is just cling to them. It's ( Read more... )

 
So. Today while I was out at lunch at Starbucks, I had the urge to write a journal entry. Well, I didn't have my computer, so I used my notebook to write down what I wanted to say. It's been a long time since I've felt the urge to write. It felt good. Exhilarating. So I wrote down about how my day was and how wonderful it was. The one thing that ( Read more... )

So I auditioned for an online collaboration and there were alot of people that tried out, I mean like a ton and I didn't get the part I wanted. In fact, I didn't get a part at all. I shouldn't expect to always be able to get a part. I lost it to someone who sang mucho better than I did anyway. I've never been told I have an amazing voice or ( Read more... )

 I don't know why I let it happen. I'm so stupid. Nick obviously does not want to talk to me. Yeah, he'll pick up the phone, but when I ask him to help me out and if I can come over, he acts as if I never posed the question to him. I don't know why I fell so fast and hard. I feel distracted. Maybe he's just distracted. I mean, we're not together. ( Read more... )

I've never been so happy before ( Read more... )