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ive been bummed lately. and everyone is going to yell at me for this but i dont care. im tired of being treated like i am incapable of holding my own opinion about anything at all without people freaking out over how i am terribly wrong, im tired of feeling like i have no voice. im tired of being lied to by my "friends" saying that they cant hang out or they are grounded when in truth they really just hate me. am i that repulvise that i scare away everyone.
"you cant put yourself before others drew....it just doesnt work that way."
why in the hell cant i?
dont answer that.
it hurt when i was told that i dont care about the world.
just because something small bothers me
doesnt mean i am completley unaffected by the tragedys that occur everyday in the world. it hurts a lot to be accused of wasting your tears. tears........i dont just hand them out. they hold meaning.
"you cant put yourself before others drew....it just doesnt work that way."
why in the hell cant i?
dont answer that.
it hurt when i was told that i dont care about the world.
just because something small bothers me
doesnt mean i am completley unaffected by the tragedys that occur everyday in the world. it hurts a lot to be accused of wasting your tears. tears........i dont just hand them out. they hold meaning.