pmsing.
been feeling realy down lately... it seems like people are trying to keep things from me. or holding back from saying things because they think it'll go over badly or make me feel upset. and sometimes that's the right thing to do, and sometimes it isn't.
my emotions are just all over the place. sometimes i'm angry and sometimes i'm depressed and just want to be alone, and other times i feel lonely and just want to hang out and have someone to talk to. i want to stop thinking about the stuff that keeps me from sleeping at night. i want some time to myself to be an artist.
i want to get a sketchbook and put all the scraps of drawings i've done that are just hanging around waiting for someplace to go.
and i want an ipod. three times at least someone has said they wanted to get me one and it's never happened. i should get one for myself but i feel guilty spending money on stuff that i feel like i really don't need.
i need to get a car.
my emotions are just all over the place. sometimes i'm angry and sometimes i'm depressed and just want to be alone, and other times i feel lonely and just want to hang out and have someone to talk to. i want to stop thinking about the stuff that keeps me from sleeping at night. i want some time to myself to be an artist.
i want to get a sketchbook and put all the scraps of drawings i've done that are just hanging around waiting for someplace to go.
and i want an ipod. three times at least someone has said they wanted to get me one and it's never happened. i should get one for myself but i feel guilty spending money on stuff that i feel like i really don't need.
i need to get a car.