And so it begins
Here's where I start shutting down and pushing things out. people out. to work on myself. I'm finally willing. I created a plan, escape route, and am going to stick to it. I'm going to pull myself out of this with no one's help but my own... for his sake, at least.
I've done it once before.
I don't want to give you thanks, although you did help me realize that I can't count on anyone but myself... and for that I owe yah. So I'll thank you with a bitter wall. :)
You just gave me another reason to give up on humanity, no big deal. Just another let down. Not like I've never been let down before. Oh, this familiar feeling. Nostalgia.
I'm so bitter and it's so funny. Cause for someone who is so unnaturally happy, I hate so many things--qualities in people, in myself, in life. I'm never satisfied. I always find something. I'm totally too young to feel this way. Thanks parents.
HA. Oh life. You're never fair.
I've done it once before.
I don't want to give you thanks, although you did help me realize that I can't count on anyone but myself... and for that I owe yah. So I'll thank you with a bitter wall. :)
You just gave me another reason to give up on humanity, no big deal. Just another let down. Not like I've never been let down before. Oh, this familiar feeling. Nostalgia.
I'm so bitter and it's so funny. Cause for someone who is so unnaturally happy, I hate so many things--qualities in people, in myself, in life. I'm never satisfied. I always find something. I'm totally too young to feel this way. Thanks parents.
HA. Oh life. You're never fair.