Oct 10, 2008 17:21
I am a believer.
I always knew I wasn't crazy. I always knew I had a gift. I always knew it wasn't just a coincidence. I always knew that if I listened to it, believed in it, trusted it, committed to it... the answers to my life (and to others) would unravel.
The great Christiane Northrup wrote in her book, Women's Bodies, Women's Wisdom, that once you commit yourself to your decision, the answers you need for a successful future will present themselves in floods...that otherwise would never have happened had you not made your decision.
Domino effect.
I am so blown away at the moment I couldn't even begin to describe the euphoric feeling I have. The terror is there, yes, but it is holding hands with something so much more powerful than that. Because in order to see the light you must walk through darkness. I'm not welcoming it with open arms, but I don't have a choice.
I'm going to take the plunge.