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i'm tired of everything.
maybe this trip to ft lauderdale will take things off my mind. who knows?? maybe i'll find something that makes me happy while i'm there.
i hate waiting. wich is why i'm through.
i'm not a child, and i'm not in line for anything.
i shouldn't have to wait for those words i long for. and i shouldn't have to wait for you to make up your mind.
i'm sorry.
not to you. but for once.
to me
for spending all of these lonely ass nights crying myself to sleep on my couch. thinking of you and staring at your pictures.
it would be worth the wait if i could see some progress, but for all i cna see, is that i'm just leading myself on with this. if you meant over half of the things you ever told me, you would help out in this. and come to your senses. and give that other chance. but instead, your enjoying your life without me tieing you down. wich is great to know i tied you down. whatever. i'm done here. no more journal. so i dont have to see how great your life got without me.
Bye guys♥
maybe this trip to ft lauderdale will take things off my mind. who knows?? maybe i'll find something that makes me happy while i'm there.
i hate waiting. wich is why i'm through.
i'm not a child, and i'm not in line for anything.
i shouldn't have to wait for those words i long for. and i shouldn't have to wait for you to make up your mind.
i'm sorry.
not to you. but for once.
to me
for spending all of these lonely ass nights crying myself to sleep on my couch. thinking of you and staring at your pictures.
it would be worth the wait if i could see some progress, but for all i cna see, is that i'm just leading myself on with this. if you meant over half of the things you ever told me, you would help out in this. and come to your senses. and give that other chance. but instead, your enjoying your life without me tieing you down. wich is great to know i tied you down. whatever. i'm done here. no more journal. so i dont have to see how great your life got without me.
Bye guys♥