Jan 09, 2004 00:26
denali:time away
don't rely on me
my feet are stuck and my eyes leak
but I feel the ceiling drop
the floor rising
it won't stop
time away is all I need
a curse walks around here
I see it hide behind my chair
and it peers at me
it's grip is so strong
it bruises me
everynight the light blows out
silence hears me coming
everyday it fakes us out
silence hears me coming
---megan i know how your feeling, how lost you are, how this all seems so confusing. i can handel time away but when your with someone else its hard. haveing memories with another kills me so painfully. you told me you cant loose me and that means you love me more then anything and if i was gone for good your life would be hard. if you feel like that then being with another is pointless all you need is time for you to get your head straight and ill be hear waiting for you to fall into my arms, to kiss away the tears, to never let them fall again. you never have to worry about pain again megan im hear to barry the hurt of the past. after all the past is the past and the future is tomarrow and the many days to come, the many days of me loveing you the way you should be loved, the way you diserve. im doing nothing but progressing in life from hear on out to have a beautifull family with you. to take care of you all and give you the life youve always dreamed. when im 28 i damb well know i want be recording no wear bands in a shity studio in titusville, im going to be living my dreams and then some.
all in all im saying take your time megan but if its going to be with another i cant wait up for you and it will be goodbye forever. i love you and if a life without you is how its going to be then i dont even want to wake tomarrow.---