I guess i'll start with the big news of the night; my little sister got engaged tonight ( Read more... )

It's nice to be able to run with my feelings for once instead of fighting them because they're going against what I know is true (ie, feelings of hopelessness, fear, ect ( Read more... )

Well tonight was interesting. I don't think anything as Dawson's Creek-y as what happened tonight has ever happened to me, so I'm not sure whether to giggle hysterically or to smile or to pretend it never happened. I think I'm going to be spontaneous and react by thanking God for it, because I'm sure that (A) it won't happen again for a long, long ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here remembering Saturday night, remembering the feel of my horn in my hands, singing and playing and feeling that fully alive feeling that one day I will know everyday for eternity...
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What a glorious day.

what a glorious day today

Glorious day

I feel like I've got purpose again, like I came through a fire and survived, or like I had a something in me die that I thought I needed to survive, but was actually a cancer he needed to cut out of me. And it sucked. Dear Lord, last week sucked so bad. Like, vomit in your mouth bad. It ( Read more... )