This is weird. I haven't updated much in the past... year? It's not really that I haven't updated. I have. I just chose to make this journal private.. I write here sometimes when I just need to get things out. But I don't feel comfortable with people in my life anymore to spill my soul to them. I only have a few select people who don't have ( Read more... )

( i forgot these existed... )

this weekend was phenomenal ( Read more... )

( tears are rolling down my face as i remember this )

so this weekend? i didn't want to have a party. i was sick. but somehow i agreed to go kayaking (spelling?) with vitya, tim, mark, maya, borya, and margot. maybe it was the prospect of finally seeing borya. maybe i just wanted to get soaked and get even more sick ( Read more... )

zach: sweet dreams babe
me: yeahhh but i wont be sweet anymore in 2 days =(((
zach: aah your sweet sixteen year is almost over isn't it
me: =(((
zach: its aite, we'll take a chocolate bath or smth
zach: together of cors

a little more than 1 day till im no longer [naturally] sweet
\sigh\

( junior semi )

i'm weak ( Read more... )

look at my new layout!!!! it makes me so happyyyy

it's almost 1 a.m. and i'm sitting here studying for bio ( Read more... )