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Well...
It's been a weekend spent alone, a weekend spent wondering about things, about him. He's not the one I am supposed to be thinking about at this point.
I've learned a lot, but it's so easy to slip. Thanks, Little Feat.
I cannot help but wonder what life would be like with him. Would I be more ambitious? Less consumed by fatigue and selfishness and indifference? Would I spend more time doing the things my heart tells me I should be doing?
No. I would probably be the same. Aye, there's the rub.
I just don't know. I can never know, not now.
I can only hope that he does not think of me, seeking the same answers.
I've come so far, but it feels the same on days like this.
I must learn how to get out of my head.
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear." - Ambrose Redmoon
It's been a weekend spent alone, a weekend spent wondering about things, about him. He's not the one I am supposed to be thinking about at this point.
I've learned a lot, but it's so easy to slip. Thanks, Little Feat.
I cannot help but wonder what life would be like with him. Would I be more ambitious? Less consumed by fatigue and selfishness and indifference? Would I spend more time doing the things my heart tells me I should be doing?
No. I would probably be the same. Aye, there's the rub.
I just don't know. I can never know, not now.
I can only hope that he does not think of me, seeking the same answers.
I've come so far, but it feels the same on days like this.
I must learn how to get out of my head.
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear." - Ambrose Redmoon