Work Update

Oct 20, 2009 14:15

I thought I could update this thing while simultaneously venting, because at this point I feel like putting my fist through a wall. ARGGH! Job searching is like having a job and it is so frustrating. I just want to find a job close to my house, with decent pay and not the exact same thing I am doing now. Apparently those jobs don't exist. Just this 40-60 minute commute alone is making me exhausted. I have put 50,000 miles on my car in 2 years and just bought 4 new tires. Not to mention by the time I drive all the way to work half of my client's don't even show up for their appointments and they have the lamest excuses as to why they could not make it in. If you aren't going to commit yourself to treatment what is the point of even bothering to sign up for services?  I mean really? Is it just to waste my time and then piss me off so bad that I don't want to come back to work the next day? I am starting to think this might be true. If I don't want to get up and go to work 4 out of the 5 work days it's time to move on and find something new.

Aside from ongoing work stress (what else is new) I finally got to see my 3 sisters and brother after 2 years. It's a pretty long, involved story that is to complicated to get into at this point, but I am happy to reconnect with them again. Especially my sisters who are now teenagers. I want to take them out shopping and do girlie things with them. I want to be able to talk to them and give them advice. It has been emotional for me to see them again because I missed them so much, but it also has made me realize that life is too short. There is no time like the present!

<3 K
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