Jun 10, 2005 01:51
well i think my gf i cheating on me again, or about to
she is rather enamoured with this dread from her work, hes also a veg head(read: likes to pretend hes sensitive to score with chicks)
every summer its the same thing, she doesnt need me to keep her warm/well sexed anymore because the winter is over. so the sex dies off, and it turns into excuses
"i have so much on my mind"
"my life is sooo busy right now"
"my boss is giving me a hard time"
"i'm not in the mood"
what the fuck ever, sex isnt everything in a relationship, but to be with someone that doesnt want to even kiss me or open her eyes during sex is pretty fucked up. five years this august, not including two summers ago when she cheated on me..... maybe its just the summer i dont like, big bear men such as myself arent built for heat
well, to be honest i've been thinking of other women as well, ran into a few old flames over the past few weeks....... well that doesnt seem like an option for now
sorry, kinda rhetorical tonite, my cpu is fucked so im posting from the gfs place, kinda ironic