wow it's been a while
SO....
Umm yeah I'm single now.... I was with Brad for a bit after me and Adam broke up, but I freaked and said I needed some time to just be me and not the attachment of someone else. Lots of crazyness....
New and old friends... Eryk, new, who rocks, and we have pretty much EVERYfuckinTHING in common... Tes, and her baby Xavier, he rocks too and he keeps calling me mom O.o Um, a bunch of emo/glam/vintage kids from Denny's, who are really nice and cool to me, but at the same time I feel a bit left out with them b/c I'm soooo not part of the "scene". ALL SCENES ARE DEAD!
I've just been deadly sick for a week and a half, it's awful... It's still haunting me, my sinuses are infected all to hell and draining, and I've taken six sudafed today so I'm jittery and somewhat hyper. Plus I only woke up at 10 pm tonite, so I have no idea how I'll be able to get up early enough to do everything I need to do tomorrow, plus Eric from Denny's is picking me up around 5:30 to go to Brad's for wrestling and etc.
I'm on two antidepressants now, Depakote (500mg/day) and Effexor (150mg/day). I also have a script for the tranquilizer Klonopin, to be taken as needed for help sleeping or in case of an acute anxiety attack. I'm basically out of all three right now as of tonite and I need refills asap.... Skipping doses makes me sick. But on the lighter side, all these chemicals have made me lose a ton of weight - I'm down to 104 pounds! AND my blood pressure lowered.
I got my septom pierced while I was still dating Brad... It rocks, I love it. It's my favourite piercing now. I got another tattoo the last time I was on the UP, plus another piercing, a third eye, but I had to take that out cuz it was being rejected by the skin. The next thing I want (beside my other tragus) is the white roses in the hollows of my shoulders. Need it designed first though... I'll ask Eric to draw it up maybe tomorrow at Brad's. I'm getting them on my calves too, but I don't know if I would be able to afford all four at once, I could handle it, but probably not afford it, unless I got a job, which I still don't have.
Crazyness.... Lots of crazyness.... I wanna go to Boston :(
Umm yeah I'm single now.... I was with Brad for a bit after me and Adam broke up, but I freaked and said I needed some time to just be me and not the attachment of someone else. Lots of crazyness....
New and old friends... Eryk, new, who rocks, and we have pretty much EVERYfuckinTHING in common... Tes, and her baby Xavier, he rocks too and he keeps calling me mom O.o Um, a bunch of emo/glam/vintage kids from Denny's, who are really nice and cool to me, but at the same time I feel a bit left out with them b/c I'm soooo not part of the "scene". ALL SCENES ARE DEAD!
I've just been deadly sick for a week and a half, it's awful... It's still haunting me, my sinuses are infected all to hell and draining, and I've taken six sudafed today so I'm jittery and somewhat hyper. Plus I only woke up at 10 pm tonite, so I have no idea how I'll be able to get up early enough to do everything I need to do tomorrow, plus Eric from Denny's is picking me up around 5:30 to go to Brad's for wrestling and etc.
I'm on two antidepressants now, Depakote (500mg/day) and Effexor (150mg/day). I also have a script for the tranquilizer Klonopin, to be taken as needed for help sleeping or in case of an acute anxiety attack. I'm basically out of all three right now as of tonite and I need refills asap.... Skipping doses makes me sick. But on the lighter side, all these chemicals have made me lose a ton of weight - I'm down to 104 pounds! AND my blood pressure lowered.
I got my septom pierced while I was still dating Brad... It rocks, I love it. It's my favourite piercing now. I got another tattoo the last time I was on the UP, plus another piercing, a third eye, but I had to take that out cuz it was being rejected by the skin. The next thing I want (beside my other tragus) is the white roses in the hollows of my shoulders. Need it designed first though... I'll ask Eric to draw it up maybe tomorrow at Brad's. I'm getting them on my calves too, but I don't know if I would be able to afford all four at once, I could handle it, but probably not afford it, unless I got a job, which I still don't have.
Crazyness.... Lots of crazyness.... I wanna go to Boston :(