just forget it
Vic, the scrunchy hairpieces are finished, I'll send them with some other stuff soon. I'll email you a pic next time I see you online.
Got a kitten. His name is Karnak. He's barely 2 months from what I'm guessing, he's totally cute. He resembles an Egyptian Mau (only golden and fawn) so I named him Karnak after the temple. And my slightly older cat is Luxy, which can be short for Luxor, so now I have themed pets. Luxy is not fond of Karnak as of yet.
Ran out of klonopin today, and started my first day of 75mg effexor. I was on 37.5 before. If I'm incredibly lucky, which I'm not, it will just kill off these ridiculous feelings I have and I can go back to being insane withOUT needing someone.
Talked to Aunt Sue today, she said she saw Vic the other day, but I think I knew that Vic went into her kennel with her friend to apply for a job. Told Sue about the kitties, and my car, and school, and asked about Sabri and Bubba. I miss Bubba SOOO much it's not even funny. He was my teddy bear kittie :( I still got the vibe that Sue isn't fond of me, but I think she's glad I'm at least *trying* to make something of myself. I told her about wanting to buy Keyes' house and I could tell she doesn't have any faith in that plan, but then neither do I. I don't really have faith in anything. I can't trust anyone, I can't talk to anyone, god just fuck it why bother talking about this yet again.
I have to go... I'm exhausted and Karnak is climbing all over me. He's teething... fun for my fingers.... Wonder how the night will go with Luxy and Karnak both....
By the way...To whom it concerns...
I wash my hands of it.
I'm nothing, invisible, worthless, weightless endless faithless I'll adore you painless let me pass through.
Got a kitten. His name is Karnak. He's barely 2 months from what I'm guessing, he's totally cute. He resembles an Egyptian Mau (only golden and fawn) so I named him Karnak after the temple. And my slightly older cat is Luxy, which can be short for Luxor, so now I have themed pets. Luxy is not fond of Karnak as of yet.
Ran out of klonopin today, and started my first day of 75mg effexor. I was on 37.5 before. If I'm incredibly lucky, which I'm not, it will just kill off these ridiculous feelings I have and I can go back to being insane withOUT needing someone.
Talked to Aunt Sue today, she said she saw Vic the other day, but I think I knew that Vic went into her kennel with her friend to apply for a job. Told Sue about the kitties, and my car, and school, and asked about Sabri and Bubba. I miss Bubba SOOO much it's not even funny. He was my teddy bear kittie :( I still got the vibe that Sue isn't fond of me, but I think she's glad I'm at least *trying* to make something of myself. I told her about wanting to buy Keyes' house and I could tell she doesn't have any faith in that plan, but then neither do I. I don't really have faith in anything. I can't trust anyone, I can't talk to anyone, god just fuck it why bother talking about this yet again.
I have to go... I'm exhausted and Karnak is climbing all over me. He's teething... fun for my fingers.... Wonder how the night will go with Luxy and Karnak both....
By the way...To whom it concerns...
I wash my hands of it.
I'm nothing, invisible, worthless, weightless endless faithless I'll adore you painless let me pass through.