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so i feel like i did in 7th grade again. and by that i mean horribly depressed.
and i dont mean angsty teen depressed or the kind of depressed when you just whine to your friends about how your going nowhere. i mean the depressed -vomiting-hairfallingout-nausea-shakeyness-tearsfornoreason- kind of depressed.
and i dont know why.
i know i have it better than so many people theoretically. why do such things get to me.
so for now im just dealing with being a 3rd wheel.
its better than nothing.
the best i can do is fill this weekend with mind numbing drugs and the such.
speaking of. whose going to be at the south bonfire tomorow night.
cus ill be.
including numbing drugs and boozing.
im looking forward to it.
and i want to go winter shopping.
for winter clothes.
cus im already freezing my ass off.
which means i have to get a job.
eventually.
livejournal is for whining.
and i dont mean angsty teen depressed or the kind of depressed when you just whine to your friends about how your going nowhere. i mean the depressed -vomiting-hairfallingout-nausea-shakeyness-tearsfornoreason- kind of depressed.
and i dont know why.
i know i have it better than so many people theoretically. why do such things get to me.
so for now im just dealing with being a 3rd wheel.
its better than nothing.
the best i can do is fill this weekend with mind numbing drugs and the such.
speaking of. whose going to be at the south bonfire tomorow night.
cus ill be.
including numbing drugs and boozing.
im looking forward to it.
and i want to go winter shopping.
for winter clothes.
cus im already freezing my ass off.
which means i have to get a job.
eventually.
livejournal is for whining.