a couple thingspeople ought to know

[asidisintegrate]

ok so being at a dance and having noone to dance with sucks
also being trashed with nobodies shoulder to rest on, sucks
not being able to slowdance with anyone. sucks.

but anyway. it could have been much worse.
good friends own.

so a couple things

fist of all . i absolutely adore my hair.
contrary to what everyone thinks, i love its leangth, texture, color, everything
i love the way it looks stupid and faded and two tone.
it makes me confident.
so when i say i hate my hair. dont listen.

i love my fashion sense.
i love my friends
i hate how all my friends are out of school
i hate how i only hang out with boys mostly.
i hate how chirstmas is coming. and i know ill give everyone gifts and not get any in return.
i hate how my mail blinker is going off even tho i just checked my email and theres nothing there.
i love not having to go to school because i was borderline sick.
i love working at the backdoor
i hate working at the backdoor.
i hate how i just fell asleep in the bath tub
i love my mom coming through the door just to say how i type wierd and loudly.
i hate knowing that by english standards im the fat one.
i love knowing its ok. because america owns the ratio.
i love www.gofugyourself.com and the superficial. because they make me feel better im not famous
i love knowing nobody is even reading this.
i love planning going to europe with matt davidowcs in 3 years

:-)