today i woke-up at 11am and gave myself to meditation. i was hoping to have it give me some added energy as my fatigue has been relatively acute as of late, but no luck... i fell asleep curled up on the floor with scooter once again around noon and didn't wake-up until 2pm. my body is saying something to me... much much sleep is currently necessary. i think in large parts i'm re-adjusting to paxil as it courses through me. i'm seeing dr. pam soon in october so hopefully we can jump up on top of that and attempt yet again to extricate it from my system. i'm just far too tired of all these nasty side effects. literally and figuratively.
i spent a good chunk of the weekend at the chris den with two of the christophers. chris hawkins and i talked until well past the sunrise and both of us gave necessary disclosures and i think there was a lot of processing and healing for the both of us. he lent me
the mastery of love: a practical guide to the art of relationship by don miguel ruiz which i've started already and yes, he was right, it's a beautiful read. just what i want right now. i'm heading to the chris den again this week to watch apocalypse now with christopher lambden, and also to lend chris h
the kin of ata are waiting for you by dorothy bryant. it is my favorite book for a reason.
my plans for this evening involve yoga, tea, a bubble bath, and conversations with pest and chris h.
oh! the
victoria anarchist reading circle is about to start up again after a summer break. i'm very excited this time around, as i'm feeling much healthier and therefore able to attend. come check it out!