Wouldn't it be nice.
It's interesting to be back home and up and driving around at 9am. That's the time I get off of work now. Lately the morning smells have brought back memories from traveling to grammar/middle school. Class started at 9, after that you were late. I realized how depressed going to school used to make me. Memories of it bring back feelings of dread and stomach ache. I don't really know why. I can picture myself waiting all day for the afterschool activities; soccer practice, play practice, choir. I couldn't think of anything during the day that didn't bring a sense of anxiety or awkward discomfort. It makes me miss having a recreational outlet.
I feel like Im truly myself when Im alone, driving in my car, listening and singing along to music. Then I'm not worriied about what I don't have or where else I'd like to be.
I feel like Im truly myself when Im alone, driving in my car, listening and singing along to music. Then I'm not worriied about what I don't have or where else I'd like to be.