Aug 10, 2007 09:17
Why do I do this? I shouldn't have to do this, and I dont deserve this. I don't deserved to be tricked, to be yelled at, to be abused. I did nothing wrong... I shouldn't have to be scared to say what I want, to do what I want to do... But why does he make me scared? I shouldn't be living in fear of my own boyfriend...
I thought it was getting better. I really did, but why did that Sunday have to happen? Why did I let my guard down? Why did he have to rip out my heart again and again and again? Why won't it stop hurting?