Omar.. my best friend or foe..
I thought the meaning of a best firend is to share your inner most secerts, fun times, and other stuff like that. I just happen to find out that my best friend, omar, the one that I have known nearly all my life is sleeping around, smoking weed after work and by himself at home, and talking about me behind my back with his friend ( the one I had liked for a while). this makes me so scared, angry, upset, fired up, and some other emotions. I don't think he takes my frienship with him very serious. Okay.. that is one less soul that I have to worry about. I am so wrong for doing that but I have to learn and love him for who he is. And I am getting help through the leaders of my youth group. Even though I shouldn't be in youth group but it is helping me seek and sort out other factors of my life that I have to work on. I hate how people act fake around me and talk smack about me behind my back. I have to get going on cleaning duties in order for me to go ice skating with kids! As liz would say much love, kisses!