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[asiam55]

So my week is FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything i have been planning is not working out!! I am soo pissed about friday and the AAR concert!! Thy best friend is leaving today for mexico and it makes me sad....and i dont know with all the stuff going on right now if i should do guard next year?? Since i am the problems in the guard and since i

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[anonymous]

God Ellie! I love u! U know that....and if u dont u should....i dont get any of this...wtf we are fighting for in the first place......we never do.....we are cryin about the same things....u are one of the greatest parts of my life...if u didnt know that...i hope u do now....i could never be half the "good" person i am without u...why do u think i am down hill...cuz ur not at the top of it telling me its ok....thats why im falling.....ever scince we let go of eachother, my whole world is spinning backward....its not me to hurt a friend...its not me to let any friend hurt, weather its because of me or not...im sry Ellie...im sry i let go....if u dont want to lift me back up i understand, i might eventally get there climbing....but i never lied when it came to how i cared or felt about u....ur one of my wings that let me fly...my friends mean so much to me...and im done being stubborn and letting them down...they dont need this..they all know we are meant to be friends.....and it hurts them not to see it....i dont want to be the cause of anymore tears...especially urs...if u left guard, there is no way i could be even half the captain i need to be this year...i really do want to change and get back up the hill...i want to make ur year as long as everyone elses the best year ever...and if u wernt there....there would be no point.....im sry Ellie and i dont expect anything back.....u were only watching out for me and i pushed u away...im sry

[asiam55]

I love u too..........u have always known that and thats the last i have to say on this subject. So if u want nothing to do with me then fine....but thats not wat i want.