May 23, 2005 15:33
So my week is FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everything i have been planning is not working out!! I am soo pissed about friday and the AAR concert!! Thy best friend is leaving today for mexico and it makes me sad....and i dont know with all the stuff going on right now if i should do guard next year?? Since i am the problems in the guard and since i have already lost 2 of my closest friends in the world plus i dont even have the money to do guard and if i get a job then i dont have to spend all my paychecks on guard i can have a life.... so wats the point in doing it?? I guesss life is just sooo messed up right now and i dont know wat to do?