Yeah So...*Sigh*
Ok. So I just got back from Ohio today. I went out on Sunday. I miss it way too much there. Enough to where i'm contemplating moving out there by myself or maybe get a roomate or something. Everything is so much cheaper out there too. Gas is like $2.85, rent is like $450 a month. I just couldn't afford anything on my own in this state.
And I hate basically living with a bunch of people who can't even speak fucking English.
And Ray is really depressed...Sometimes I just wish he would understand that people do care about him. :( I tried to talk to him but everything kinda came back like fucking Jeopardy or something. I would say something and he would ask a question. He did the same to me. I'm sorry his kitten died. But he thinks it's his fault. Which I KNOW it's not but he doesn't believe me. He's just so self hating. I wish he would be ok. He just think so lowly of himself even though he's not a bad person and he is one of those few friends that I actually do care about. I love him but he's frustrating sometimes.
:/
And I hate basically living with a bunch of people who can't even speak fucking English.
And Ray is really depressed...Sometimes I just wish he would understand that people do care about him. :( I tried to talk to him but everything kinda came back like fucking Jeopardy or something. I would say something and he would ask a question. He did the same to me. I'm sorry his kitten died. But he thinks it's his fault. Which I KNOW it's not but he doesn't believe me. He's just so self hating. I wish he would be ok. He just think so lowly of himself even though he's not a bad person and he is one of those few friends that I actually do care about. I love him but he's frustrating sometimes.
:/