Le sad.
I am about to lose my mind. I miss Alex so much. I just saw him a week ago but this sucks. Hopefully he's coming to visit me next weekend. I hope I babysit this weekend so I can get some money, I'm kinda running low. No one I've filled out an application for has fucking called me back. Faggots. I need a fucking job. I need to be with Alex. I need to save money for an apartment so I can move up there easily after I graduate instead of imposing on his parents.
I really hope his dad will be okay with me living there for a few months but that's extremely unlikely.
All I want to do is graduate and go be with Alex. I don't really care about college right now, although I'm still going. But I don't know what I want to do yet. Or even what classes I'm interested in. I'm sick of school, period. Bleh.
bitchbitchbitchbitch.
I want to cry :(
I really hope his dad will be okay with me living there for a few months but that's extremely unlikely.
All I want to do is graduate and go be with Alex. I don't really care about college right now, although I'm still going. But I don't know what I want to do yet. Or even what classes I'm interested in. I'm sick of school, period. Bleh.
bitchbitchbitchbitch.
I want to cry :(