Jan 20, 2006 22:27
**WARNING THIS IS AN EMO POST...YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED BITCHES**
Well my day started off okay i guess i ate, went to class mandi came back yay...ahem...well then i ran second period released alot of stress, and lets see 3rd period was cool the teacher wasnt there...4th period...went cool did work on the book...me mandi and steve0 are talking...me and steve0 go on myspace...steve0 has a friend request...abby...fuck...she got a fucking myspace...the one girl that has hit me deeper than my first love...has a myspace...and the rest of the day im scared shitless and excited that she might add me...then by 7th my mind goes to the negative...and yah i think you know how that goes...i start getting pissed for different fucking reasons, i get a ride from miguel and yah i get home and i have atleast 4 to 5 hours to get online...so i watch the hellogoodbye dvd, do some homework, eat, and watch the incredibles...then i get online...go to myspace...friend request...not abby...someone i dont even fucking know...emoness starts to kick in...im listening to silverstein and spill canvas not helping...i put on hellogoodbye Oh its Love...doesnt help either, makes me think of how we could have been...im still online...doing nothing but thinking of her! fuck!! johnny tries to help doesnt work...**sorry johnny**...im just thinking if I should add her...get her back into my life...again...i dunno...fucking shit...this fucking sux...ahhhh!!! i just want to fucking rip my hair! ugh i dont want this fucking stress right now!! fucking shit...whatever maybe a goodnights sleep will help...or a good cry...whichever comes first...oh well piss off, lateRz
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