if i could be anywhere...would it be here?
I've always been a huge believer in "everything happens for a reason"...I truly think that every aspect of every moment of my life has its place...its what's made me who I am, and shaping me into the person I'm going to become...
...its just at times I wish i knew the ending....I wish I could read the last chapter first so that I could be the author of the story... I know that God has this plan and end the end I'm going to end up where he wants me, but that doesn't mean that I like it...
...I hate feeling helplessly out of control...I hate not being able to make things better on my own...I hate hurting...and most of all I hate knowing that my feelings could hurt someone else, and yet not being able to change them...
...I now know...it's love...and it's tearing me apart...
...its just at times I wish i knew the ending....I wish I could read the last chapter first so that I could be the author of the story... I know that God has this plan and end the end I'm going to end up where he wants me, but that doesn't mean that I like it...
...I hate feeling helplessly out of control...I hate not being able to make things better on my own...I hate hurting...and most of all I hate knowing that my feelings could hurt someone else, and yet not being able to change them...
...I now know...it's love...and it's tearing me apart...