long time no see
I just feel like crying all day.....blah
On the upside at least I'm not drinking
When I asked him out I thought it was a new beginning
A fresh start if you will
To say what I wouldn't do for you....for some reason it struck a nerve
And all those old feelings of not feeling like I was doing enough
Feeling like i needed him so bad but why didn't he feel the same
I had just started to realize I didn't mind the idea being on my own
Getting back together I feel like i have been more open and vunerable which are things I struggled with in the past
Reaction
You do it all the time I don't see what the big deal is
I would do anything for you
The disrespect of playful or not
I dunno it just shook me up
I want everything to be good
More than anything I want it to be better
I don't know if we can do better.....
And now sitting in bed alone
After eating dinner alone and sitting in my car thinking and crying alone I just don't know if I can do this.....again
On the upside at least I'm not drinking
When I asked him out I thought it was a new beginning
A fresh start if you will
To say what I wouldn't do for you....for some reason it struck a nerve
And all those old feelings of not feeling like I was doing enough
Feeling like i needed him so bad but why didn't he feel the same
I had just started to realize I didn't mind the idea being on my own
Getting back together I feel like i have been more open and vunerable which are things I struggled with in the past
Reaction
You do it all the time I don't see what the big deal is
I would do anything for you
The disrespect of playful or not
I dunno it just shook me up
I want everything to be good
More than anything I want it to be better
I don't know if we can do better.....
And now sitting in bed alone
After eating dinner alone and sitting in my car thinking and crying alone I just don't know if I can do this.....again