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So almost a full week without him...
I'm getting through it. Although I saw him at the bar last night and it was really sad. I noticed on his MSN he had the title "This is the Last Song I Will Ever Want To Sing" a song by Moneen on his name. So decided to listen to the song...
That's when I cried. So I copied and pasted the lyrics to him. And this morning I got an email back. It said Re: paraphrased. and he had cut out the chorus part. Ah...made me so sad.
These are the lyrics: it's a really good song too..:)
Think of one moment you can call the happiest moment of your life... it's gone
For me the thought that keeps playing over...over and over and over.
Is the day that I realized you were gone.
I can't believe this had to happen,
Please tell me why this had to happen to someone so strong.
I wish I could go back to see her, spend time with her.
But I can't...instead I'm left with sadness.
Sitting here watching you, sitting here watching me,
sitting here watching you melt away.
For me the thought that keeps playing over...
over and over and over and over again.
These thoughts are like poison to me.
Stay if you can.
Why can't I pretend that you're still here with us now,
please stay with us now.
I can't stop these thoughts of you drifting away.
Cause I'm waiting, for something
and if that something is to realize.
I'm waiting for something that is too real.
Wait...smile do something.
I want to remember.
ANyhow Tegan and Sara were AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty much in love with them now. Not that I wasnt before, but I think they just are amazing live. Other than that nothings happening. I'm bored with life right now. Christine took the child psych book home for thanksgiving. SO i hate her pretty much bc im home alone here all weekend, I had planned on studying. but now I cant even do that bc well i dont have the book. And what's worse, she's not gonna study while she's at home with her family. She's going to her cottage this weekend. Like wtf.
Geez.... I feel like i'm so hard done by..lol BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm freezing... It's really cold in the house. I'm going to bed, what the hell am I even doing up anyhow?
I'm getting through it. Although I saw him at the bar last night and it was really sad. I noticed on his MSN he had the title "This is the Last Song I Will Ever Want To Sing" a song by Moneen on his name. So decided to listen to the song...
That's when I cried. So I copied and pasted the lyrics to him. And this morning I got an email back. It said Re: paraphrased. and he had cut out the chorus part. Ah...made me so sad.
These are the lyrics: it's a really good song too..:)
Think of one moment you can call the happiest moment of your life... it's gone
For me the thought that keeps playing over...over and over and over.
Is the day that I realized you were gone.
I can't believe this had to happen,
Please tell me why this had to happen to someone so strong.
I wish I could go back to see her, spend time with her.
But I can't...instead I'm left with sadness.
Sitting here watching you, sitting here watching me,
sitting here watching you melt away.
For me the thought that keeps playing over...
over and over and over and over again.
These thoughts are like poison to me.
Stay if you can.
Why can't I pretend that you're still here with us now,
please stay with us now.
I can't stop these thoughts of you drifting away.
Cause I'm waiting, for something
and if that something is to realize.
I'm waiting for something that is too real.
Wait...smile do something.
I want to remember.
ANyhow Tegan and Sara were AMAZING!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty much in love with them now. Not that I wasnt before, but I think they just are amazing live. Other than that nothings happening. I'm bored with life right now. Christine took the child psych book home for thanksgiving. SO i hate her pretty much bc im home alone here all weekend, I had planned on studying. but now I cant even do that bc well i dont have the book. And what's worse, she's not gonna study while she's at home with her family. She's going to her cottage this weekend. Like wtf.
Geez.... I feel like i'm so hard done by..lol BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm freezing... It's really cold in the house. I'm going to bed, what the hell am I even doing up anyhow?