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Now all i know is im going up to Dougs tonight and im getting extremely drunk.. Not a good idea bc thats no way to numb this.. but thats all thats sounding pretty good about now. I cant stop crying and I'd do anything if everything was still going according to plan.. But Kristey, I hope you do have a good Christmas, & you do deserve it.. More than anything else. Hope to talk to you soon