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Heyy guys! I cant believe the year is to an end, i cant beleive it was over a year ago that we went to prom, graduated, and i said good bye to my high school life. So much has been going through my head. I cant beleive everything i have been through, i seriously never thought life would throw so much at me my first year away from home. I cant beleive the friendships that have ended, the frienships that have just started, the crushes that faded, the boyfriends and the break ups, the ends and the beginings. This year has been an amazing year when i look back on it, i have made some amazing friends that i cant believe wont be 5 min away from me all summer!! 3 classes down now and only 2 more to go!! Its crazy. Dad comes up friday to take the loft down and take most my stuff home. Ali's dad comes up saturday. Or room already looks sooo weird!! I am goin to miss that girl so much. We were packin our stuff up and it just really hit me that she wont be there. She wont be there to scream "trash" when im sleeping. Just all those funny times we have together wont be there. I was also thinkin about some other friendships that have ended this year. I cant believe i got through this year with out him. I am strong when i know he is 3 hours away but now moving back home and i know im goin to see him, he lives in my back yard, we are on the same lake. Its goin to be hard, becuase last summer i was his, but this summer im not. Its not that i want to be with him, its just that we are not even friends anymore and its goin to be sooo hard. Its just goin to be such a big change being home :-\ i dont know if im goin to like it. well thats all for now...love ya guys!