dad
hey this entry is just for my dad.......
dad i miss you and i love you no matter what. i promise i will come see you on the 16th i cant believe its been 10 years already.. there are days when i wish you were here because i have made some stupid mistakes that i know you would kick my ass for but you know what mom always tells me people are made to make mistakes and we are also gonna learn from them... i know i have disappointed a lot of people because of the mistakes i have made and you know what i cant say i am sorry anymore cause thats all i say and i am sick of saying it so i wish people could just get over it.
you know something no one could ever take the place of you because you are my dad and no matter what you will always be my dad.. i dont care what people say you know they tell me that i just need to get over it and its not that hard and i wish people could see that but no one does and there is nothing i can do to change that. there are days kind of like tonight that all i wanna do is sit here and cry and i will be homest with everyone i am. you know something i hate crying but it helps. some days i just dont know what to do and i wish i was there with you or even you were here with me and i cant have that... people ask me everyone now and again if i could have one wish what it would be and i tell them all the same thing. i wish i could have my dad back thats all i want and i know that i cant have that cause you are in heaven and i am sure you are happy in one way or another. but i am gonna go to bed i just wanted to say i am sorry for everything and i miss you and i love you. R.I.P. 10-16-95
dad i miss you and i love you no matter what. i promise i will come see you on the 16th i cant believe its been 10 years already.. there are days when i wish you were here because i have made some stupid mistakes that i know you would kick my ass for but you know what mom always tells me people are made to make mistakes and we are also gonna learn from them... i know i have disappointed a lot of people because of the mistakes i have made and you know what i cant say i am sorry anymore cause thats all i say and i am sick of saying it so i wish people could just get over it.
you know something no one could ever take the place of you because you are my dad and no matter what you will always be my dad.. i dont care what people say you know they tell me that i just need to get over it and its not that hard and i wish people could see that but no one does and there is nothing i can do to change that. there are days kind of like tonight that all i wanna do is sit here and cry and i will be homest with everyone i am. you know something i hate crying but it helps. some days i just dont know what to do and i wish i was there with you or even you were here with me and i cant have that... people ask me everyone now and again if i could have one wish what it would be and i tell them all the same thing. i wish i could have my dad back thats all i want and i know that i cant have that cause you are in heaven and i am sure you are happy in one way or another. but i am gonna go to bed i just wanted to say i am sorry for everything and i miss you and i love you. R.I.P. 10-16-95