Oct 07, 2005 00:46
hey guys its me and i thought i would give an update on how my life is going... well lets see umm me and tory are back together and we are doing ok i guess. my birthday was saturday and it was fun i will tell you all more about that in a min. so yeah i guess i have pissed everyone off in one was or another nothing new there... so yeah ok that weekend kelly came up i think it was like the last weekend in september she stayed at ians house... so i didnt really get to hang out with her but thats ok... so yeah more about the birthday weekend, it was awesome in some ways but in others it wasnt so awesome kelly couldnt make it cause nikki was sick so thats ok.. jesse didnt make it to my party cause he was out of state, but lets see friday mel was suppose to work the overnight and i told her that i had already made plans cause it was my birthday weekend and she ended up working the shift she was suppose to work which was 330- 10 so after she got home we left and went behind mardens and had a good time.. well we were going to stay up there the whole weekend but it was really cold so i said fuck it. well it was me tory ben roland and a couple of other people and i got drunk and ben got drunk and started puking and seizing on us which really scared me i mean what do u do when something like that happens well when he was verbal and no one was around he told me why he was puking and seizing and i started to cry and shake and then i got sick but hey what do you do when you get drunk and start shaking so i finshed up what i was doing and then i started dirnking again... then we let the fire die down and we took off we stayed here and so did ben then he left really early saturday morning. saturday we didnt do much during the day i mean we went to torys aunts house and babysat for a while then we headed to mardens after everyone once agian bailed on me but hey no biggie right well anthony and his girlfriend and dan came out, tory went down and got them and what not well we started drinking and i heard sirens and they were really close and i didnt like it so i got scared well roland called us like 10 minutes later and told us that there was a cop in the parking lot but he was doing radar so as he was getting ready to go in the trailer the cop stopped him and what not so tory tried calling him and when he didnt answer his phone i looked at tory and i was like lets go i dont want to be here so we piled in the truck and went the back way out well half way threw the trail there was some broken trees and tory stopped and was like this is the end and i was like oh hell no so we got out and moved them and we made it out of the trail and drove into the front of mardens and everyone unloaded and we left... thats about it for saturday i guess... then sunday which was the day of my party we went to my aunts pool hall and played pool for a while then we took off with my cousin and her boyfriend... we went and played with her horses and rode on the bike and shit and then we were gonna go out and see my uncle but we got like half way out there and had to turn around. so we went and hung out with roland for a lil while and then i called my cousin to see what they were up to and to see if they were gonna come to torys aunts house with us and she was like yeah where r u right now and i told her and yeah whatever...... so anyway this week has been pretty boring i have an interview at livebridge today and i am kind of happy but then again i am not so happy cause that means i have like no free time between working and babysitting and school.. plus fitting in time with my man wow i am gonna be a busy girl... but yeah anyway i dont know what else to say so i am done for tonight and i will try to wrote more often..
kelly- hey girl happy early birthday and i cant wait til you come up here agian so we can chill hug and kiss nikki for me.. love ya both.
jesse- happy late birthday i called you but you werent home so i dont know and i need to talk to you about your birthday party so you better call me soon..
tory- hey baby thanks for the greatest weekend i love you and i will see you later..
mel and kids- thanks for always being there when i need a shoulder to cry on and i hope you will always be there for me. i love you all.
dad- R.I.P i love you and i miss you 10-16-1995 i will come see your grave on that day i promise even if i have to walk.