(no subject)
Everything you do makes my body scream with loneliness. When I see you, the room swallows me. I find myself at the bottom of the pool. I can see leaves floating on the surface as I black out and regain consciousness again and again. If you touched me, I would grab the sharpest thing I could find and mutilate myself as quickly as I could to fill my body with pain so I could balance out the pain that your absence has left me with for all this time. Thinking of you gives me brain damage. Soon enough, I find that I'm stranger to you and homeless in my skin. My walls are marked with blood spay and holes that fit my fist.